almost everyone find it hard to believe tat i take 2 s paper. ok i shld sae used to. i may hafta drop dem nw. slightly disappointed. didnt do up to expectation for both chem n maths blocks n yar didnt meet d criteria for maths s. sigh. ok maybe s papers arent tat big a deal since i hae alr decided i'm gonna continue my studies in spore. bt sorta gave up softball due to s paper commitment n nw... it's nt tat i didnt study. i did n in fact much harder den last yr i suppose bt d results r definitely nt reflectin it. perhaps i'm nt muggin efficiently? everyone is like improvin like crazy bt i'm goin nowhere. maybe it's jus me. sometimes see no point in studyin. dunoe wad to do. stressed? maybe holdin 2 s papers is d main contributor. dun reallie feel d stress bt i guess it has alwaies been dere all along. shld i try to hold on to dem? i reallie dunoe. can i do betta for my main subj w/o s papers? i cant tell for sure. at a crossroad nw. dunoe wad is d nxt step to take bt i sure hope i wun regret wadeva decision i make.
someting is seriously wrong. my whole family seem to hae hit a bad patch. my bro's postin, e cancellation of my sis's job, my mum hurt her back... prayin hard tat tings will change for d betta.
