yay! at least campfire is over nw. only hae trng camp to go...
fridae was a real rush. everyting was incomplete. was damn freaked tat we cant do it on time. several of us stayed over in sch. me qiu xiu lins yan lynette huoy 2 jnrs n 3 grand snrs. d rest went home. we were buildin d structure till 5 plus am d nxt mornin tryin to get it done. nearly died. only slept ard 3 hr b4 preparation for d campfire started agn.
me n qiu went ard helpin d other committees since gateway didnt need us. everyone was askin us do dis do tat. pple i'm a human too nt a robot! i cant multi task n do so many tings at one go! we were damn pissed when pple started scoldin us for slackin when we were actually helpin out. f***! dere were others slackin n pple who went home for d nite when we were workin hard in sch SHUT UP! look who's reallie slackin. was runnin a fever on fri nite, mum was screamin at me to go home bt didnt. hmm so dis is slackin yea. fine!
d only consolation i got was d praises for d gateway. how nicely done it was n stuff. many didnt tink i wld be a competent gateway ic bt i proved all of dem wrong. had a great sense of satisfaction upon lookin at d structure. n d campfire on d whole was a success. well done! thnx goodness it's finally over.
sufferin d after effects of over exhaustion n insufficient sleep.
achin all over n poundin headache.
groans. if only i had all d time of d world. jus cant bear tinkin bout how packed my first 2 weeks of hols wld be
life's a real suxer nw. hae been reachin home ard 10 everydae. sloggin my guts out for d campfire preparation. dyin. haent been gettin enuf sleep. physically exhausted. jus wan everyting to end soon. cant take it anymore. 6 out of 7 daes in sch d whole dae! life has become a bore. revolvin ard nothin bt vnr. dun even hae time for tutorials n is alwaies fallin asleep in class. dis has gotta stop.
yes pple dis is wad an interestin n fun filled life i'm haein. groans.
todae was qt bad. nthg seem to be goin right for me nw. stressed. alot of tings r affecting me.
i seriously need a miracle in my life.
hate bein accused. all da efforts put in all boils down to nthg. dunoe why dis is happenin. maybe it's jus my face and d happie go lucky attitude tat i alwaies seem to hae. bt is it my fault tat i try to hae a positive outlook on life? why is it tat nobody reallie understand wad i feel n worse still wan to keep findin faults wif me when everyone else is to be blamed too. who r dey to judge me when dey r guilty of d same ting!
groans. horrible dae. screwed.
my life's in a mess.
someone help me...
