hae been rainin d past few daes.. makes it a hassle haein to go out. i jus feel like cancellin all appts n lie in my cosy bed BT

ydae was bins much awaited off-dae. thou abit last min, half of shadyes met up at vivo. was suposed to catch d holidae bt d queue was so freakin loong n we had no choice bt to gif up d idea. settled for ben n jerrys instd. koped a table for some time n we started goofin ard as usual. haahas. talked nonsense imitated d cows on d walls etc..


bins! nxt session will be tannin alrites =))

it was followed by gl post xmas gatherin. hey most of d jnr gers gl turned up dis time cans~

n i'm fallin sick!!!

my beloved raH~ she's finally back frm taiwan. n it's typical of her to dress to d colour of d occassion. she's in red n green. XMAS! rmbered dat durin d world cup season, dis crazy fan of brazil even painted her nails alternate green n yellow

chacha met up agn! =)) xmas gatherin on d eve of xmas eve at jiaqi's place. a pity xueyu jeff n shushan cldnt join us. aniwae we had fun! duh. it was nice seein all of dem.


gift exchange!

2nd engagement frm my mum's side dis yr.

jus got home awhile ago frm my uncle's place. he doted on me since young n i'm real happie for him dat he has finally found his other half after so long. thou i'm still haein difficulties eatin n speakin properly, it was nice hangin ard n catchin up wif my relatives n get into d joyful mood. hees. oya n for my cousin who got engaged earlier on in late september, his wife is pregnant nw. congrats mans!

okies so nw all 4 r finally out!

it was torturous i tell u. d first 2 were done last thurs n it was a frightful experience! n as u noe i'm super afraid of needles n injections so d whole process was even worse for me. b4 d extraction d stupid dentist had to scare me wif 'dere's a possibility dat d roots of ur teeth may get stuck in d gums' and 'd impact may break d bones of ur mouth...' and stuff like dat. so i was reallie tremblin wif fear as i lay on d 'operation bed'. godness noe if it was d air conditionin or me bt i was shiverin n my hands were super cold. it was as thou dey wanted to pull my mouth apart wif all d yankin at my teeth wif brute force wif someting similar to a spanner. n i had to go thru it twice!! n nw i cant eat =(( see fd attempted bt... every mouth i take is a chore n i eat super slowly. oh wells perhaps i can make use of dis time to lose some fats?! groans. sigh n i'm missin vega xmas gatherin todae at yao's place. haent joined dem for very long bt reallie in no condition to go after extractin 2 teeth dis mornin..

okies my eva dearest bro is enlisted. well lookin fwd to dis turnin pt where he'll change frm a boy to a man. hees. well will be missin all d fights n squabberin w/o him ard for d time bein.


oh wif d xmas/hols season here, dere r so many nice movies to watch. eragon is qt nice. d small dragon is so cute. hees. oh yar n thnks for d gucci perfume, it's real nice of u =) aniwae i wanna watch so many shows!

my sis n i hae been shoppin alot recently. too much in fact. we hae gotta STOP! we r both broke like nobody business. i need money mans. i wanna work bt dis hols is so short n dere's so much tings to be done! groans.


me n my sis out on several occassions =)

oh n we had a make up bdae celebration for my mum at some hk restuarant. d fd was gd bt d servin was so huge.


pics of my mum's n my bdae celebration!

sun
had to distribute flyers for nbs foc, some canvassin ting. woke up super early n made my way to tanah merah. wad a place rite so super far. it was hot n tirin n rather scary. d corridors were dark n alot of units were vacant, taken over by d govt. some even had paint splashed all over d door by loansharks.

well met up wif fel after dat as we are both programmers for nbs foc. thnks dear for ur present! caught up wif dis lovely ger of mine. so sad she will be movin out n wun be roomin wif me frm nxt sem on. bt she's nice lor! sacrificed for ruyan as ruyan has no roomie wif wanlin movin out. sigh =(( wad to do when u hae sucha sweet n considerate roomie rite! dearie i'll alwaies welcome u back n our thurs r still on.. *winks


me n fel fel!

tues
had to be in sch for some stupid iic stuff. a total waste of my precious time. sat ard nanyang audi for close to 3 half hr doin practically nthg! super inefficient. argh! bt lucky fel n lins were ard for company. made plans over lunch wif fel at long john to go chinatown or someting walk walk bt it was too late by d time we end so we had to gif dat a miss. ruyan met us and d 4 of us for one of d last few times went out for a nice dinner at clarke quay. we even bought some booze back to hall n played d nite away. an amusin encounter of d nite: we were playin cards n a gigantic prayin mantis swooped into my room n flew into lin's hair. after some commotion, it was on my soft toy dog's paw thrown onto d floor(wif thnks to fel) n all 4 of us were on d 2 bed. 4plus am in d mornin i went down to knock on ah meng's door hopin he was still awake. no such luck mans bt luckily his neighbour wasnt deep in slp yet n saved d dae for us!! hahaa qt funny lor d whole incident. hees.


d 4 musketeers of hall7 blk39. hees

wed
crawled up wif less den 3hr of slp for yet another stupid iic event. stood ard for 7hrs doin nthg except open a door for d vip at 9plus 10. n dey didnt even allow me to leave even when dey had nthg for me to do. dun understand why i even joined d club as a subcom in d 1st place. dey cant reallie manage pple can dey. argh! jus ignore me n let me rant..

ben n jerrys b4 i extract my teeth..

almost everyting in d world can be explained by sci maths psychology or wadeva. bt human relationship is a field dat is hard to understand let alone be explained.

trust is d most crucial factor in all relationship. wheneva dere is trust, every other ting will fall nicely into place. no small actions behind d back, no backstabbin bt instd heart to heart sessions to clear any misunderstandings if dey eva exist. so wad if both parties do care for each other bt are unwillin to show it for fear of lost of face or due to any other reasons. n even if dere is care bt no trust wad use will dere be. suspicious over dis n dat.. hidin n dodgin, refusin to look at d prob straight in d face.. tings only get worse dis way n it is tough on d closed ones. it is annoyin n irritatin, sometimes i jus feel like washin my hands off u n gif up!

why do pple like to make tings so complicated? why must we alwaies hide behind our true feelings? isnt it great if all emotions r spelt clearly like dat of an open book? no mre guessin games n misinterpretation. well if only...

my mum's bdae went on like any other dae.
none of us had d mood to celebrate wif my uncle lyin in icu n all.
bt thnk god he's nw out of danger.
*sorrie mum we'll make it up to u dis wkend.

well starbucks 2daes in a row.
why do pple like starbucks so much?
n i'm lousy la. body rejects caffaine. cant take too much lor. a cup of mocha made me uncomfy n all. groans. bt wad's so great bout coffee after all. hees.

oya n deja vu is gd! shld catch it mans. bt it was super annoyin to hear snorin directly behind me nt even 10mins into d movie. go home n slp if u wish mans. argh!

dooms dae in less den a wk time! i dun wanna extract my teeth! saw dis ger todae at d washroom after my dental n her mouth was full of blood. super scary!
sigh why do i hafta go thru all dis.. why mus i be born wif crooked teeth.. =((

unaware of d surroundings,
he lies dere, deep in sleep.
monitors n tubes all ard him,
his arms filled wif needle marks.
breathin in wif all his might,
he seems to be in pain.
a sudden movement n beepin of d machine broke the stillness.
doctors n nurses bustled ard him...

tears welled up,
it hurts to see him like dis.
his smile no longer visible,
only anguish in place.
aged below 50, dere was still so many tings awaitin him in life.
wad has he done to deserve dis!
oh lord pls dun take him away
his time is not yet up


prayin hard dat my uncle will make it thru.
i'm nt ready to see another of my loved ones leave me.

well wif d exams over n all life has been a real breeze =))

wed
dae out wif *ka! haaha we r both crazee mans. met like super early in town for breakfast n casino royale. d whole theatre was almost empty except for a couple others who were mad like us. hees. a rather nice show, abit intriguin wif a gd twist towards d end. n it was a nice hangin out wif d ger, someone whom i got close to only recently even thou we were frm d same sec sch n nbs og.

fri was a long n busy dae for me i mux sae.
finally met rah after qt some time. we met like 10plus n brunched. missed dis ger mans. she's foreva so busy n caught up wif her church stuff =(( still rmbered d trip to her place jus b4 d exams when she cooked for me. my bestie sure can cook well. love her to bits!
den it was out wif synergy. sigh xiaohei injured her ankle in d morn while runnin n cldnt join us so it was left wif d 4 of us at steamboat


us enjoyin a gd meal! d mala n d chicken soup was fab althou i cant reallie take spicy stuff =))


after si left for d airport to send her grandparents off we shopped ard bugis street while waitin for aly. see me n kelley in d dressin rm in d same top. hees. n dat's us chillin at tcc at clarke quay =)) it was good seein dem n jus hangin out. aly n shuying will be goin overseas so i guess it'll be some time perhaps ltr on in d mth b4 we meet agn.

sat
t'is d season to be jolly falalalalalalalala. town was nicely decorated n filled wif d xmas mood alr =)) met lings n i was late! first time mans. it's alwaies her lettin me wait. gees sorrie dear. well here's another ger i haent caught up wif for qt awhile! we lunched at our usual place -crystal jade. it was great sharin our stories n stuff. shall see her on fri agn b4 she flies off to d states. lucky ger yea.


picture whorin!

decided to stay home rest todae. rather broke n sick of goin out alr. bt am so bored at home! go out complain wanna stay home slack stay home complain bored wan go out...
life's contradictory aint it bt dis is wad makes it interestin. dis is life *grins