(silly me changed d lyrics of d cadbury choco song )

many a time, i reallie do wish to hae more time to myself. hw nice it wld be to be able to slow down d pace of life to sit back & learn to appreciate all d pple ard us & also d seemingly small n insignificant tings in life.. hard to bt we jus hafta try. nobody eva said life was easy. we r all on dis nv endin learnin process.

felt dat nbs trial camp was qt slack n borin. dun reallie agree wif d ways some tings r bein carried out bt oh wells i hae no say in it. shall keep my 2cents worth to myself. was hangin out wif fel most of d time thou we r frm diff og. aint close to my vega peeps cos i haent been hangin out wif dem much since after d camp. felt abit outta place bt dey were rather nice as dey tried to include me in. supposed to join dis camp tog wif gene (my gd fren in vega) bt she bein d cp wasnt wif us most of d time as she had to go settle other stuff. god noes hw i’m gonna survive d actual camp mans..

alrites nvm dat for d time bein. i’ll jus hafta handle tings as dey come. pics pics n mre pics.. dis is wad happens when we get real bored wif so much free time on hand..


VEGA!!


me n gene =))


me n fel! took super lots of pics cos we were jus so bored... hees


d only 5 brave gers who went down for pool games


a couple mre shots


at sentosa on d 2nd dae of camp & i got a tan! *beams


guess who?!? our shadows in d sand. nice rite..

d taiwan peeps..
cant wait to breakaway frm everyting i hae on hand nw mans
so lookin fwd to 5daes of fun, gd fd shoppin n all =))



n did u hear? MANLING IS FINALLY BACK after 9mths



met up wif her ydae after work. was reallie glad to see her mans. apparently she still hasnt gotten used to d time diff n weather in sunny sg.. hopin to catch her at least once agn before she flies off to germany for summer sch in early june.
dun i jus love dis babe of mine! *muacks

work was long n tirin todae.
nt to mention tedious doin stock roll
shant complain anymre on my blog..
well off to bed for nw.
shall update on nbs trial camp d nxt time =))

away wif e long awaited hols n let’s welcome hell..

everyting comes wif a sacrifice n dere r always 2sides to d coin. perhaps on a brighter note, i can sae dat i’m turnin in my freedom only for d time bein in exchange for experience.. it’s just so FANTASTIC

while all my frens r partyin n enjoyin life i’m stuck at borin office either at town or ulu pandan clementi for d followin 8 wks =((

mondae was the start of everyting- orientation. thot it might be an more relaxin dae bt boy i was so wrong. we had classes n well as u can guess i cant seem to understand more den half of it. n it was jus so weird n awkward bein d only few yr 1s ard. thnk god i had joel for company. d dae was long n i spent qt some time at my unit before leavin office. i was actually qt glad dat i was assigned to d same unit as jesper n yihao(at least wif pple i noe) bt found out shortly dat it was actually of no diff. we wld all be attached to diff engagement grps n be goin to our clients’ places. in fact we wun be seein one another often as i doubt i’ll be makin it back to d office frequently. perhaps only fortnightly?
ended d dae wif a great meal wif my taiwan peeps. pics up ltr.. sorrie i was late thou cos of work. *sheepish grin. had my fav dessert agn. yummy!

tues was when i had to report str8 to d client's place somewhere in d middle of town. was said to be qt lucky to be assigned dere thou as it's very central. poor jesper n yihao had to travel to some far far place in sg. lol. did toc for purchasess which was totally shit. hung out like btwn ultra tall shelves d whole dae. sat on d floor cold n hungry carryin n flippin thru files.. at d end of d dae my whole body was achin like nobody's biz wad wif d luggin of d heavy laptop ard. oya can u believe it i forgot d password to my lappie n had to call back office to ask dem to help reset. i'm qt sure i got it right bt it jus cant work! strange aint it. same ting for my atm card too. headed back to office to settle some stuff before headin home. left office at only 6plus 7 which was way past 530. lucky joel who got to leave on time.. thot i was d worse mans. bt jesper had it worst.. he was still in office at 7plus! jus our luck to be assigned to dis dept cos we seem to be haein it d hardest. bt oh wells i jus hafta tell myself dat i will be learnin more den d rest.. only wif hardship will we grow n mature *pysho-in myself.

todae was back to btwn d tall shelves AGN. bt dis time doin toc for sales. finished purchases ydae alr thankfully. listened to d employees gossip n gash over tings like wuzhun n neoprints n all. rather interestin thou.

feelin even worse nw. yings is officially SICK. groans. ponderin if i shld take mc for tmr. lucky my progress is relatively fast. was scheduled to finish toc for sales n purchases for dis wk n i'm almost done todae. half to a dae mre n i shld be able to wrap up d job so aint too worried bout nt bein able to complete on time. so mc or not?

miserable allowance dat can hardly support my travellin n meal exp in exchange for many adhoc jobs. can earn close to 1k in 8daes can.. looks like i hafta fork out all d money for su14 n taiwan trip myself mans. daddy n mummy dun wish to sponsor! missin out on chinchun's bdae celebration at zouk ltr on, gl dinner followed by tush tmr on top of many mre to come. sacrifices sacrifices sacrifices.. do not hae much of a choice thou. hafta reallie convince myself dat wad i'm doin is worth it. experience is much mre impt n valuable den money n fun?!? yes *nodds to it. well at least i need to keep remindin myself dat's d case n one dae soon it'll sink in.

aniwae lings is back todae! yay-ness. cant wait to hang out mans..
i wan my life back.
will be internin n sleepin n eatin n nothin else all d way till early july..
definitely nt an ideal hols i mux sae..

hang in dere mans.
yings is goin bonkers..

my nxt few wks will be super packed n all.. sucks totally. wad has happened to my hols!! where has my 3 mths break disappeared to?! on 2nd thots shld i be glad i hae someting to do thou it'll most prob be someting mundane n uninterestin..

tues
met up wif my dearest rah for a 2 daes early bdae celebration. was at chinatown n town d whole dae. met her like at 11am n we caught lins for lunch since her workplace was nearby.


us! n check out d nice sesame/almond paste. dun u jus love desserts? yummy =))

den nat joined us both at town for some reason or so. after which was spidey3 n dinner at fish & co. ehs dun laugh at me lehs i didnt mean to jump lo.. bleahs. thot d movie was qt gd bt still prefered d 1st one. alwaies felt dat sequels aint n will nv be as gd. well personal preference la. lol. aniwae liked d part when he died for peter. frenship is such a wonderous ting dun u sae. u can nv stay mad at ur close frens for long. same goes for kinship.. wadeva ur actions are, d underlyin intentions are alwaies out of gdwill.

nat: i'm sure u will find wad u reallie want out of it. follow ur heart n do wad u tink is right. no matter wad we'll be here to gif u support. want to fight rmber to ask us along kaes. hees.

thurs:
lunch buffet at sakura wif lulu. haahas as usual we ate ALOT! wad's new. me n her r foreva up to our eatin feast. right lu? bt i'm d one gettin fat. it's jus so unfair. put on some weight wif u wun u dear. hees.



n dis silly ger made me spend d whole afternoon wif her lookin for cheeries! which reallie gave me a gd idea wad to get her for her bdae -a whole box of fresh cheeries-. u betta like it lo. *grins.

my bro jus took out his wisdom tooth so he's at home dese few daes. went out for breakfast wif him on wed n todae i woke up to prata. hees. my bro can get real sweet at times i mux sae =))

oh wells i gotta be goin alr else i'll be late. hafta be back in sch for ball meetin before headin down to check out d ballrm at sentosa. hope i will be back early tonite mans.. tired! yawns..

it has been a few daes since bins flew to d states for work&travel. 2-3 mre mths or so before i'll get to see dis ah-soh agn. dis hols will be somewad different i mux sae. oh wells, hope u r enjoyin urself dere dear! i'll be missin u over here in lonely bt sunny sg. hees.

on a happier note, manling will be comin back soon. in 3 daes time to be exact. cant wait to catch up wif her mans. it has been close to a yr since she left for d states for studies. so much to talk to her abt. cant help feelin excited.

oya n happie 20th to my dearest rah!!

i love all my frens! yes n dat includes u too =))

emo emo =((

had a shoppin trip wif my dearie sis on sun, was qt some time since we last went out. it was nice spendin time wif her agn after my exams bt hae no idea why we just cant seem to stop quarrellin.

i dunoe wad's wrong.. maybe it's jus me. we quarrel like almost everydae althou we may see each other for as lil as an hr a dae sometimes. gd ting is we make up as easily as we quarrel. aint too sure why myself bt i seem to get upset n affected over d slightest stuff dese few daes. noe i may hae hurt my closed ones in one way or another as a result.. sorrie dears. i apologise. howeva sometimes it's jus hard to control & many a times poof! emotions show. i seriously hae no ill intention and may nt hae meant wad i said in a moment of anger. everyone needs a outlet to express herself n for me u may hae caught me on one of dose times. i did not mean to hurt anyone bt sometimes i reallie feel very unwanted n left alone. why doesnt anyone recognise wad i hae done? why does everyone seem to be takin me for granted? i need to be loved like any other person and i want to feel loved by you. why is it dat wheneva i speak to u i only get reprimands or worse still silence in return? i want to be heard!

i'm just rantin..
hope to get over dis phase real soon..

well since lulu moved out..
i hae been lonelyy... =((
bt thnks to ruyan my new roomie
life became brighter n mre fun
LOL

me n current roomie! thnks for bein dere for me n all.. for toleratin all my nonsense n stuff. hees

well hae been spendin qt some time wif dem durin d sem. random pics taken at some events n stuff.. had like block bbqs n steamboat, banner paintin n d nonsense gatherins...




us foolin ard at cny dinner at hall..


our table at cny dinner! jus a couple of block peeps thou..


after block bbq n d official hangin up of our block banner. *beams.


d long awaited banner! look at all our hard work mans. lol

jus back home frm lings place. wad am i doin here bloggin? i shld be catchin a nap or someting bt no idea why i'm rather awake n all..

mambo last nite n it was fun goin wif shaydes. drank qt abit thou. wad wif beer den liquor den beer agn bt i wasnt drunk jus abit high n all like lings & bins.. hees. well d whole place was flooded wif ntu pple mans. saw damn alot of frens ard den lings was sorta like complainin. lol.


me n alps on d way down to meet fel who rushed over frm chalet. d guy at d door even thot she went workout before dat wif her barang barang n all. hees.


SHADYES!


w/o mong who pangseh-ed & left wif d touch ruggers =((

oya met dil n cla dere too n dey said i put on damn alot of weight! sigh. i REALLIE need to shed some fats mans. mummy is like naggin me everytime too =(( pls help me n stop askin me go for buffets n stuff! u noe i'll be tempted. grins.

den it was stayover at ling's place for d 4 of us. played cards gossiped n bitched till 7plus am when bins had to leave to prepare for her specialisation interview at 11. gd job ger. dun need prepare anyting n she's goin for her interview sleep deprived. hope u get it dear. caught 2hr of sleep before me n fel was up n we chatted at ling's place for an hr plus before makin a move. well as usual our dear ger was deep in sleep n we didnt bear to wake her up..

alrites i betta go catch a wink alr else panda eyes ltr!

well it's finally over!! no more touchin of bks/notes n any sch related stuff for 3whole mths.. isnt dat sometime worth celebratin?!? aniwae needa thnk so many pple for bein dere n encouragin me to study mans. reallie qt nua n slack lo. special mention to co meng roomie lins my sis n mummy! here's wad i found last thurs when i came back frm hall n hrm paper.


bird nest wif love frm mummy! yay =)) rmbered d dae before i was jus askin her to prepare gd fd for me when i went home. hees. thou i hae occasional conflicts n she's super duper naggy at times i still love her!! hees.

aniwae nt sure why i aint dat happie n all. maybe cos i haent put in my all n stuff. wonderin when i'll be sick n tired n bored wif nthg to do. wif all d trial camps n stuff comin up it's difficult to find like admin work n i wanna go overseas! felfel when's our trip!!

after d final FM paper synergy met up for lunch at sakae. it was only d four of us n we had a rather short lunch bt it was real nice seein n spendin some time wif dem all agn after sucha long time. shall be meetin dem agn on thurs =))


d 4musketters!

den it was dental n it was tightenin n stuff. super painful can! n i cant eat at all todae. a total chore bt dat sure didnt defer d greedy yings. oya i caught 200pound beauty too. it was a nice show funny n all nt to mention touchin.. rmber beauty is jus skin deep okies. dun be superficial! hees. dinner was at pastamania at cine. n jus a very random thot cos we were seein near dis sign. do dey even update it at all? so silly me took a pic n am gonna check if it's changed on d nxt visit to d area. lol



n todae was a dae out wif shaydes! YAY
n as bins was saein d 5 of us didnt meet up tog since a yr n half ago. omg dat's reallie long mans. i didnt even realise cans. it was great jus hangin ard. we had lunch den walked n sat ard. n me n lings did stupid tings agn wif d other 3 laughin behind us. oh why aint i surprise at all. as i said i do stupid tings wif lings mans. bt it was nonetheless enjoyable doin all d nonsense.


my gers. dun i jus love dem all. *muacks. will be out wif dem agn tmr! before bins flies off to faraway europe. *tears