whee... feel like a little ger on excursion.

went tekong todae to hae a taste of d life dere. hahas it was qt fun. n guys u r all gonna spend 2 yrs dere. enjoy. hees

hafta admit tat infection is a rather gd movie. beneath d seemingly simple plot n horror effects, it discusses many issues tat r related to us. it made me n my frens ponder over d motive of d movie n d msg it wanted to put across. it challenges moral ethnics of doctors too- in doin tings tat may be beneficial only for their own interests. it also let us into d fact tat actu alot of tings r in d mind. wad we see is wad our minds perceive to be. so d mind is a very powerful tool. we can push ourselves to do many tings as long as we believe we can do it.

ok i admit tat i was hidin behind my bag more den half of d time... embarrassin. bt i was brave enuf to watch k. quit laughin at me alr! hmrph.

tired. exhausted.

tink cca is reallie takin up a great deal of my time. nw dere is even cca on sat due to d fact tat a lot of events r comin up. everyone is under a certain amt of stress i guess n it is reallie qt tirin for everyone of us. cant wait for everyting to be over soon n d handin over...

woke up still sufferin frm d after effects of ydae concert. groans. slept 14 hrs can u believe it. half d dae is alr gone. had lunch n i was off to meet fel. went shoppin. yay! den supported lings at danceworks. dear thou u didnt win jus wanna sae u were great! :)

ok tink tiger lee is abit retarded. made all of us go up to d front of d class n clean a small part of d whiteboard one by one. even when d board was clean, she still made us go up n pretend to clean it. abit stupid yea. hahas bt it was reallie qt funny.

a lot of classes were released slightly earlier so tat dey cld go down watch d polo finals. mine was no exception. bt it was rainin so heavily. were all prayin tat d rain wld stop n d match carry on. it did bt sigh. wad a pity we lost 11-8. d mad dancers only managed to get a silver for syf too. qt a bit of disppointment. knew both grps put in their utmost best bt... oh wells. tings dun alwaies go d way u wan dem too. bt pple jus wanna let u noe tat u r d winners in my eyes. 3 cheers for HC POLO n MAD!

had to rush down to rj for a band concert after everyting. chiong like mad bt was still late. didnt even hae time to grab a bite. d concert was rather nice on d whole. love rock! bt dere were some bands tat were qt ahem.. n we were deafened by d music in d 2nd row of d lt wif d speakers directly in front of us! groans. had a splittin headache after tat mans.

aniwae tink i'm weak. cant even do my 5 items properly. cant reallie tell rite when u look at me. bt it's d truth. maybe i shld train yea. n oya i betta stop eatin n lose some weight. goin to balloon up one dae man if i go on like dis. sux.

hahas tink genevieve tan is so cute! got her her big pink hairband which she has been chasin after us for so many daes. wanted to pass to her after sch den ended up disruptin her lesson. (ms tan's idea. hees) june tan went wif us n got g.tan out in d middle of her class tellin her it's someting impt. we were hidin behind d door at tat time. hahas g.tan was partically screamin in excitment when she saw us n her hairband. ok it's qt bimbotic. bt wad else do u expect. hees. she wore it happily n we nade her take a pic wif j.tan after which she skipped into class (6c) happily. ok 6c was laughin like crazy bt it didnt seem to bother her. both r qt 'extraordinary' tchers. *grins.

oh my goodness. i cant believe wad happened. i was like readin d jnr's blog(which i haent for qt a long time) n i jus sat in front of d comp screen n tears jus kept flowin down. was readin some of d pple's entries after d posting results were out n stuff. kinda thought back to last yr. images r still vivid in my mind. rmber when meiwei n terence decided to leave. last dae of sch we had dis sorta farewell ting in one of d classroom. cried buckets as it was inevitably sad to see dem leave esp when i was v.close to meimei. didnt wan to let go. kept persuadin her to stay. still miss her up to nw althou we dun keep in contact much. den postin came out n apparently some of us were kicked out. i was alr preparin myself mentally tat it wld be nj or hc. n either way i wld be happie. bt when i saw tat i was posted to nj i jus stared blankly at d screen. d nxt ting i noe i was on my way down to hc. i knew tat i wanted to stay on. waitin for d appeal results was d worse ting. rmbered myself cryin every nite. jus felt empty. went back hc on d first dae of sch to crash n found myself cryin upon seein d class. tink i'm crazy. dunoe why bt reallie liked d class. didnt realise tat until d moment i knew i was goin to lose dem. reallie scared tat i wld be forgotten n only classified as a first 3mth 67er. d class will survive well w/o me. i wun even be missed. wld hae felt all alone n abandoned durin tat period if not for kenneth(my angel). reallie appreciate him for bein dere for me. guess tat one of d happiest ting tat hae eva happened to me wld be receivin d call frm hc saein tat my appeal was successful.

lookin back, reallie miss all those tings we used to do as a class. d frequent class outin, skippin lect n tut together, d gossippin sessions... wonder wad happened since den. d class nw has sorta fallen into pieces wif cliques n couples. a certain grp of pple arent happie wif another grp n stuff. classroom politics. we no longer do tings together like we used to. i dunoe. reallie dun like dis bt guess it jus happened. feel weird n outta place sometimes in class. dun see such prob in other classes thou. reallie wish for everyting to turn out fine. wadeva it is i noe it wld be hard for us to be as close as wad we used to be. maybe i wld be haein a betta life at nj nw. tat i wld nv noe. bt one ting i'm sure is tat i nv hae regretted my choice to appeal back to hc for it's where i hae formed strong bonds n made some reallie fabulous frens.

ps: sorrie pple guess i'm qt emotional nw.

yups as expected i woke up late n was rushin like mad. bt was on time n one of d earlier few. hees. went on a competitive hike at macritchie. guess wad? my team won! yay =) we arent d fittest pple ard bt... oya d prize is a $50 marche voucher bt 4 of us r considerin to share it wif everyone else. walked/ran ard 10km. qt physically worn out. was so tired tat i jus went to bed when i got home in d evenin. after bathin tat is. i'm nt so disgustin. hahas.

aniwae some random thoughts. jus feel tat sometimes tings arent alwaies wad dey seem to be on d surface. why cant pple be direct wif their feelings wif one another. wun it be betta dis way? why make life difficult for all by simply runnin away n nt facin d music. ok pple ignore me. tink i'm crazy nw. maybe cos too tired. bleahs.

i am in a confused state of mind. dunoe wad to do. dunoe wad to sae. feelin qt upset over so many tings! wad 's wif my academic family cca n even class stuff. almost everyting haent been goin right for me. groans. bt thnx to those pple who hae alwaies been dere for me, i love u guys! guess dere's nthg much i can do. am jus prayin for d best.

aniwae i betta get some rest. gotta be up in less den 4hrs ime for a hike.

thnx to d true blue bimb great inspiration, shaydes wore our big fat hairbands to sch todae! hahas. it was slightly embarassin bt nonetheless fun! we got d attention of so many pple in sch. some were jolly well disgusted as it was damn aa. dey may tink we r bimbotic n actin cute bt oh wells... aniwae june tan genevieve tan n ms hia tink tat our hairbands r pretty funky. hahas. n dey most prob will get dem too. woah. fel u succeeded in ur attempt to create a fashion statement. hahas :)

almost everyone find it hard to believe tat i take 2 s paper. ok i shld sae used to. i may hafta drop dem nw. slightly disappointed. didnt do up to expectation for both chem n maths blocks n yar didnt meet d criteria for maths s. sigh. ok maybe s papers arent tat big a deal since i hae alr decided i'm gonna continue my studies in spore. bt sorta gave up softball due to s paper commitment n nw... it's nt tat i didnt study. i did n in fact much harder den last yr i suppose bt d results r definitely nt reflectin it. perhaps i'm nt muggin efficiently? everyone is like improvin like crazy bt i'm goin nowhere. maybe it's jus me. sometimes see no point in studyin. dunoe wad to do. stressed? maybe holdin 2 s papers is d main contributor. dun reallie feel d stress bt i guess it has alwaies been dere all along. shld i try to hold on to dem? i reallie dunoe. can i do betta for my main subj w/o s papers? i cant tell for sure. at a crossroad nw. dunoe wad is d nxt step to take bt i sure hope i wun regret wadeva decision i make.

someting is seriously wrong. my whole family seem to hae hit a bad patch. my bro's postin, e cancellation of my sis's job, my mum hurt her back... prayin hard tat tings will change for d betta.

woke up achin all over. sure wasnt a gd feelin. slacked my whole dae away. it was rainin heavily in d morn n was so nice to sleep in. aniwae i'm too tired n lazy to move. went out to meet up wif some frens in d late afternoon. was qt a borin dae. oh bt ydae was fun. me n lins stayed behind after cca to choreograph dance for our campfire. had an enjoyable time. hees. lins is mad la.

sigh napfa is in 2 weeks time n i haent been runnin for so long. cant even do inclined pull up nw. feel so weak. guess i betta start trng or someting soon..