d yr is about to come to an end.i dun wan!dun wan to be j2 nxt yr.ok.actualli a bit excited la to see my jnr class n stuff.bt i wan to go thru orientation once more lehs.one yr has certainly been fast man.made some gd frenx in sch bt reallie missed rah..if only dere are no irritatin test n a's nxt yr, j2 will be so nice n fun!

d yr has certainly been filled wif ups n downs for me.firstly i put on 10kg!argh can u believe it!hahas.ok on to more serious stuff la.had some prob at home den lost 2 close relatives.were qt stressed up at times due to sch n cca.lucky dere were frenx n my sis dere to acc me thru all these.

oso did some reflection on some of d stuff tat had happened.felt i was reallie immature at times.den was qt mean to some pple too.sigh.mux reallie change tat.oso didnt reallie gif it my all to my studies n cca.was foolin ard tinkin tat i had all d time in d world.didnt reallie achieve much in d yr.had qt some regrets.told myself shld make full use of d dec hols to catch up wif all my work n stuff bt i didnt.agn.qt dispppointed wif myself.sigh

hope 2005 will be a betta yr for me :)

hahas todae went sing ktv wif my sis.sing agn lor.tink i was more like croakin can.cant reallie sing well.aniwae it was still nice gg out wif my sis.qt long nv do tat alr.bt we were still bickerin n stuff along d way.tink we jus cant stop doin tat everytime we go out lor.hees.btw when we were out rah sms me to do my work.so sweet of her can.felt guilty lor.sch reopenin alr n i haent touched any hw!mux reallie get some serious work done soon.no more partyin liaos.

aniwae tink dere is someting wrong wif my new haircut.like very puffy lor.den d top look abit like lion like tat.mux reallie do someting to it b4 sch reopens mans.

ok.sorta packed abit of my rm todae.it was in a BIG MESS!argh nearly died can.lucky my sis helped me wif some parts or else i will take months.well my rm is still nt in a very good condition now bt oh wells...

yay!so happie todae went out wif my darls -rah, lins n nat.hae seen rah n nat for so long alr.missed dem like crazee esp rah!had dental in d morn so dey had to wait for me.rah came over my place sit sit firstb4 we went to meet d other 2.reallie felt happie jus seein her my best frenx.she is still as pretty n lovely as b4.rah thou we r both in diff jc nw n dun get to meet up as often as b4 , u'll alwaiex be my best frenx.

okies we went sing ktv n lins was late.as usual.hahas.we exchanged presents.rah gave me dis brown skirt.it was nice n i liked it.thanks dear.aniwae it was d 3rd bown skirt i received dis yr for present...hahas.yup so aniwae we got all mad n high singin.well typical us la.bt it was reallie nice to hae 4 of us together agn.we make it a point to meet at least once every yr.hope we will cont doin so n nt lose contact k.we played pool after singin n had dinner together.rah came my hse after tat to hae soup n dessert.caught up on alot of stuff wif her.it was so nice n comfortable bein able to talk to her mans.realllie miss her loadsa.

hope we will be able to talk more n meet up often.tc darl.i love ya~!

well todae had qt alot of plans bt decided to go out wif siyin n dil in d end.ok.met dem n was late.qt sad oso cos dey sae i cut hair like nv cut like tat.oh wells tink my hair sux.nt nice at all lor.dey even sae tie up look like aunt!sigh.how?shldnt hae gone n cut my hair.regrets.

okies.aniwae met qt alot of pple todae:stella lings april simin clarence(dis lawyer whom i met durin my attachment) my sch pe tcher daniel samuel n their cousin.....ate lunch at pastamania n after tat had ice cream.so pissed can.dis stupid person dunoe ger or guy knoced into me n i spilled d ice cream on my shirt!argh.den went washroom.cant get d stain off.dil n siyin made me take off my top n dey helped me wash.i was like hidin inside d cubicle lor.paiseh.den went borders cos dil wan to look at stuff.talkin bout clever pple.den begun talkin bout daniel.went on to samuel.while we were talkin i kept hearin pple call my name.ignored at first den when i turned n looked guess wad.daniel n samuel were behind us!damn embarrassin can.dey heard us talkin bout dem lehs.aiyo.

den we were tired so sat on one of d benches outside zara talk nonsense.saw a movie tix at our feet.so asked siyin to see cos i was curious n wan to noe wad movie pple watch.noe wad?d tix is for kungfu hustle n at is 545!den we looked ard to see if dere was another tix or someting.saw one tat looked like a movie tix den stupid dil n siyin made me go take.i was like please please dun let pple see me take hors.so we had 2 free tix in d end. were tinkin of gettin another tix so 3 of us can watch together bt concluded tat actu qt diff to get a tix tat's together so decided to sell d tix.stupid siyin paiseh dun dare ask so left me n dil lor.asked qt a few wad show dey were watchin bt none sae kungfu hustle so i changed tactic n asked a middle aged man if he was watchin kungfu hustle.hahas.wah correct lor.actu he was intendin to watch another show bt tink he was qt nice n easy goin.his son too.so dey bought frm us n paid d full price lehs.clever me.hahas.bt felt abit bad for fakin dem. den like dey qt angmoh so dunoe if dey will enjoy d movie.oh wells.so we took d money n had a feast!went crystal jade eat.den had dinner agn at home.felt qt pig.sigh.puttin on weight too.someone stop me frm eatin~!

todae is xmas eve.still qt tired frm land expedition.damn dark now too.ugly.sigh.den got blue bleack somemore on my leg.argh.decided to spend it at home wif my family.me n my sis cooked n baked n stuff.had a xmas feast at home.haent been spendin xmas eve at home for qt some yrs alr.my sis too.bt it was nice.cosy.after wad had happened dis yr, i tink tat it was qt a warm feelin to be sittin together as a family enjoyin dis xmas.

ok jus realised i hae been bloggin qt often dese few daes.maybe got nthg betta to do n i dun wanna touch my hols hw lor.hahas.ok todae attended my aunt's wake agn.talked qt abit to one of my cousin.sigh.tink d younger generation reallie take relationship qt lightly lor.aniwae her bf sux.treatin her damn badly.feel angry for her can.well hope tings will be betta btwn dem n he'll treat her good.

todae was supposed to meet lide in d morn go far east look at shoes wan bt didnt go.pangseh yongjun too.was supposed to watch movie wif him in d afternoon after i trained in sch bt...alright my fault.sorrie to both of u.

okie.qt embarrassed lor.trained wif kenneth den i ultra lousy n he's like damn good.star player wan lor he.i keep missin d ball den cant throw properly too.tink he was exasperated wif me can.argh stupid me!got hit alot of times.his balls were damn fast n powerful.can even spin man.i was so scared to be hit.bt learnt someting thou.realised tat d way i hae been catchin all along was wrong.no one told me b4 k.den had qt a hard time adjustin to d correct way.aniwae kenneth was nice thou.came back sch help me even thou he didnt hafta.he sae my catchin still need some serious work.oh my n we r still stuck at d basic after 2hrs of trng.still hae throwin n stuff lor.tink i'm jus slow n stupid.like he said it's gonna take a long time.maybe i shld jus gif up man.achin abit nw.hand hurts too.even kenneth complains tat his body is achin.sigh

slacked at home d whole dae.lazy to go out.read dis book called d five pple u meet in heaven.it was qt a gd read.didnt hafta work todae.received sms frm qianru,dis ger i met durin my attachment.qt sweet of her n she even wanted to come down find me at work.actu yongkai too bt oh wells i nt workin.hahas.oya manling oso sms me frm aust!happie.ok attended my aunt's wake at nite.talked abit to my relatives.

was pissed off wif d hr manager at work.she sms me dis morn to tell me i'll be at south bridge on sat n sun.i'm like err...she told me since last week tat i'll be at taka wif stella d whole of dis week n nw she is shiftin me.actu it was supposed to be jialing dere bt jialing sae v.far for her so nw she switch me dere n put jialing at taka.wdh man.far for jialing bt nt for me?n she didnt even tell me i wun be workin tml.f***!if i nv ask i'll be lookin like an idiot when i turn up tml.ok shant sae anymore alr.decided:dis job is nt payin well n i'm definitely nt enjoyin it either.i am nt goin to help dem out alr.ask me go back help out durin d peak period bt nw ask me to rest cos dey hae enuf pple.hahas funny.i can do w/o d pay man.rather enjoy myself n use d time for other stuff.help dem for wad.i'm quittin like my sis.yay!

todae was my day off.yay!finally can rest at home.dun need go work.bt my stupid sis woke me up early to go out wif her.left d hse like at 10plus.was quarrellin wif her d whole time we were out.spent most of our time at banks.accompanied her to uob n posb for her to get her stuff done.was waitin most of d time.went shoppin abit after tat.got dis pink adidas top.tink it is qt nice.ok at least didnt make a wasted trip out.my sis treated me to lunch agn.actu she can be qt nice at times.hahas.she like treated me to lunch 2 daes alr n i noe she isnt exactly rich nw.

rushed home after tat cos need go back sch for vnr campfire.reached home bout 3plus.my mum was nice.she like cooked dinner esp early for me cos she noe i wun be haein food ltr on.yupp.aniwae found 2 letta waitin for me when i got home.was qt surprised.one was informin me bout d gd progress award i got.did i make gd progress since beginnin of yr?oh wells dun tink it matters aniwae i'll jus get d 200bucks n spend.hahas.d other letta was frm manling!she's so sweet can wrote back frm aust.miss her so much.hope she comes back soon.yupp.while i was haein my early dinner i was informed tat my 2nd aunt jus past away in d morn.taken aback.i jus saw her on sat at d family gatherin n nw she is like gone?regret tat i didnt talk much to her tat dae.todae is like jus d 102th dae my 1st uncle died can.wah dis reallie sux man.2 funerals in a yr.why is life so fragile n unpredictable?i guess we mux reallie cherish our loved ones while dey r still ard.yar.i cld tell tat my dad was reallie affected by my aunt's death.dunoe wad i can do too to comfort him n make him feel betta.hope he will get over it soon as life will still hafta go on as usual.

ok i was slightly late for d campfire preparation.arrived at 5.me n cla were rushin like mad.we only had 2 hrs to prepare everyting frm scratch.we r d mcees for d event n we sure did nt want to look like 2 idiots in front of everyone.fortunately everyting went qt smoothly in d end except tat we had to shift indoors cos dere were lightning.dere was oso some small hiccups wif d fire.bt overall it was ok.d spirit was dere.everyone was enthu n seemed to hae enjoyed themselves in d short 2 hr.after tat 4 of us left d camp leavin d other 4 campers behind wif d snrs.boy was i glad i came up wif some stupid excuse to skip d camp.d campers r like realllie pathetic lookin.dey haent bathed for 3 daes alr n d trng was damn tough i guess.dey all looked so tired...ydae dey even spent d nite at a cemetery.dey had to sleep on tombstone alone far away frm each other n worse still dey cant talk to one another.damn scary lehs.tink i'll jus die if i were dere.hahas lucky i wasnt.

stupid me can.bit myself tat dae n nw i hae got 3ulcers in my mouth n dey r hurtin!argh.cant talk properly lor.sigh.aniwae forfeited my break todae cos went for work an hr late.was haein lunch at coffee club xpress wif my sis n frenx @ wisma.was oso shoppin abit b4 tat.saw a fossil watch tat i qt like.maybe will get it when my pay comes.oh wells bt tat will still be qt some time away lor.my sis was qt sweet thou.came find me n got me some food.thanks dear.xiaorui came wif her 2 band frenx to drop by for a visit too.hahas.boy was i shocked to see her.forgot i even told her i was workin @ taka.lucky i wasnt on leave todae or she wld hae made a wasted trip...

todae everyting was qt slow at work.time past so slowly can.bt stella was nice.accompanied me for another hr or so to knock off together.nt reallie close to her bt tink she's qt a nice ger.hae been partnerin her at work for several daes alr bt was still nonetheless taken aback by d fact tat she wld offer to wait for me.i dun tink i'll lor.felt slightly paiseh.actu we wanted to leave earlier at 8 cos dere wasnt much pple bt a customer came so i had no choice bt to serve her.lucky d customer came n we cldnt leave or else when d stock came dere wun be anyone ard.i will get a big scoldin if tat reallie happen cos like nt allowed to leave so early at 8.we didnt pack d stock, jus kept dem neatly in d store n ended up leavin at 830 instead when everyting was done.sigh.so much for leavin early at 8 lor.after tat went shoppin awhile wif stella b4 leavin.conclusion: stella is reallie nice =)

hahas lide sae mux gif him credit so...yupp.thanx for helpin me wif my blog.make it so nice nw =) aniwae todae was jus another long borin dae at work.yawns.

had to work mornin shift todae.woke up wif an achin body.had to drag myself outa bed.suxy.was almost late for work.agn.rushed like mad.oh wells...was damn cold at taka.fell ill.had fever.lucky stella n lings were nice.stella even went to buy me coffee n lings brought me jacket.lide dropped by for visit too.hahas.had family gatherin ltr on.didnt feel like goin bt had no choice.well managed to survived d dae =) yay!

wah todae was a damn tirin' dae man.got hit by tat stupid softball so many times.freak man d softball definitely wasnt soft at all can.argh!den got blue black straight away lor.sigh.went to work after tat.was so late.had to take cab down.at nite lide came n find me go home.hahas.bt got a stupid customer made me wait till 930 when i cld knock off at 9.well lucky i got lide's company or will be bored to death lor.oh wells.