o's out some time ago. some r happie, some weep in sorrow.
it'll be our turn soon -- 1st march,wed
scared.
dread it man.
wadeva it may be hopefully all of us will do well!!

in d meantime i shall work hard n forget all bout a's first. needa save up for my hk n china trip wif bins. lookin fwd to tat =)

life's a mess.
i need a miracle

well pple allow me to understand mre bout myself alrite.
relax no offense will be taken. hahas

my ugly side
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=yiNgs

my nicer side
http://kevan.org/johari?name=yiNg_squared

i love my gers~

lonely vdae at work
ended up haein seafood at ecp
long story
oh wells

make up date wif bins n fel todae. freakin fun!! we acted like bimbs n everyting bt i enjoyed myself throughly. haent hae so much fun in sucha long time. shall post all d pics up soon =) n d funniest ting was a foreigner thought we were japs. wad a joke man.

miss all d times in sch esp wif ahsoh gang like crazee!!

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some random thots

mayday hae a song tat goes someting like dis:
tian shang de xin xin siao de shang de ren
wei he bu nei dong bu nei dong de zi zu

humans r greedy. gif dem someting n dey'll ask for more. it is inherent. sometimes we reallie shldnt be bt be contented wif wad we hae. however dere r times when we shld tink twice. shld we be happie n satifised wif d status quo? if so we'll be stuck dere foreva like a frog in a well. no progess at all. it's like in a company. contented wif d salary envt... one is afraid of changes n do not dare to take risk. result: stuck at d same position for d longest time possible. no promotion, not much raise in salary. worth it? nah i dun tink so. by d time u finally discover tat u'll alr be in ur mid 30s n hae wasted much time at a place where u cant realise ur potentials.

dere r times when we shld take risks. it may be for d betta or for d worse. bt at least u wld hae tried. it's pointless to keep ponderin over someting bt fear is holdin u back. sorta like all talk bt no action. wadeva d result turns out to be u wun hae as much regrets as if u refuse to even gif it a try. sure enuf as we humans alwaies do we'll sae wad if we didnt do tat if d outcome of d decision made turns out to be unsatifactory bt one can nv hae everyting goin his way all his life rite.

i'm no decision maker. easily waivered by other's opinion. impt decisions in my whole life up to dis point hasnt reallie been made by myself. believe tat i'm old enuf to do so. gonna let others take control of my life no more. their opinion r valuable bt d final decision lies wif me. wanna live life d wae i wan it. dun wanna keep haein regrets over wad i shld hae done or wad i shldnt

backstabbin
politics
bootlickin
n simply all d horrible tings u can eva imagine

it is all jus women at work

scary isnt it

n wad do u get when 90% of d office n d top 5 pple in power r ladies?
a more den terrible workin envt n stressful life even for temps

can picture e whole scenario?

so nw u can understand why d turnover rate is so high
4 staff has left since i joined e company last mth
i’m definitely nt kiddin u
shockin yea?i hae nthg to sae too.
2 more colleagues hae tendered in their resignation
my turn soon

stood at d crossroad todae after work
in a daze
watched all d cars whizzed past me
emptiness crept into me

wad hae I done so far after A’s?
NTHG.
all for tat miserable 700bucks a mth
jus a cheap labour
worthless creature

why is life so cheap?

i nv wan to enter society to work
bt i noe i dun hae a choice
office work SUCK
bt all of us will be stuck at it for more den half of our remainin life
groans.

lookin fwd to goin back to sch
sure tests n everyting will nt be great
bt dere’ll be lotsa fun too

4 mre mths to go

todae is d 14th dae of d lunar yr n it almost mark d end of d new yr season. well feelin grouchy n tired at home. still hafta go to a relative's place in d late afternoon which is soon! so many visitin to do. argh. rainin. d weather is so gd for a slp n i desperately need one. serious shortage of slp dis week =( oh wells nvm. tmr is yuan xiao n dere'll be tangyuan (my fav)! yipee. eatin it symbolises family unity. *grins


our nice food on d eve. we even had almond jelly n tangyuan for desert! yum yum


yups dat's us 3 on d car on chuyi

4th pic: look at my cousins. dey r all so pretty! cant catch hold of their bro who is very cute too. omg lucky parents. 8th pic: my nice nails. hahas


us on chu er




lion dance at my place n out wif d class on chu san. look at all d bald heads. hahas

well d new yr is a hectic period for me esp d 1st 3 daes. had at least 20 odd places to visit (i hae a darn big family). hafta go thru d routine stuff agn n agn so was mre den glad to hae permission frm parents to skip a few hses on d 3rd dae to join d class at mdm fok's n ling's place. fun!

den it was back to work. 3rd feb(chu liu) still gotta ot! sorrie fel for makin u make a wasted trip down to town tat dae. didnt expect dem to make me stay longer. dined wif boss n 2 other guy colleagues after tat. it was a long 3 hr dinner n totally borin for me cos mre den half d time dey were conversin in jap. felt damn outta place so u can guess my relief when we footed d bill. lucky dey didnt go karaoke as planned or i'll die. cabbed home n it was a ex 17bucks. *frowns.

chu qi was a dae at lin's place wif my sn clique n her 04s7a frens. after which was dinner wif my dad's boss. fd was great! d nxt dae was at sarah's n my place. caught up so much wif my darlins over d weekend after so long. nice seein dem!

oh n i'm so pissed wif my p4 kid ydae. she was so rude n asked me to shut up! shit la n i cant scold her. if dis goes on too bad i'm nt gonna tuition her for d mere 14bucks per hr alr. explains why she had 6 tutors b4 me man. n to tink her mum told me she was shy. wad crap la.

oya i laoed yusheng 5 times dis time round. growin to like it alot dis yr. god noes why too. n seein d greedy me u pple can imagine d amt of fd i ate dis cny. noe wad? i put on 4kg! omg can go bang my head against d wall alr man. FAT! n as bins was saein d angpow money went down by alot. guess times reallie aint as gd as b4 =(

tmr will be a dae out wif shadyes! it was so long b4 all 5 of us r present. lookin fwd to seein my dears