guys r disgustin. EOM.

u r scary.
jus when i thot u cld be trusted.
dat u r nice n all

i dunoe wad is goin thru ur head
no slightest idea wad u wan frm me
bt wadeva it is
i doubt u r gonna get it

get away frm me
i bite!
hae no wish to get involved in ur meaninless games

happie bdae to my beloved bro!
thou he may get super irritatin n all at times, i still love him *muacks. actually it's oso qt coincidential dat we both share d same chi bdae =))

mini celebration for bro at dis sharkfin restaurant at joo chiat ydae. fd was relatively good n here's our fav items for d meal! besides d sharkfin, we jus love d butter soft shell crab n sme veg (which i dunoe wad it's called). lol. d other items like duck n fish were so-so only. hees.

me n sis cam whorin as usual. hees

*thnk u mum for whippin up sucha delicious dinner todae
*thnk u for d time i get to spend wif my family

haent been sleepin well d whole of dis wk.
sufferin from a lack of slp n insomnia mans.
eyes was hurtin me. teary all d time..
BESPECTACLED yings. i m a nerd! lol

'studyin' at s3.1 nw in d wee hrs wif xiaohei n fav gl
super sleepy n no mood to studee..
tink i m very inefficient n all mans
i m under d influence of xiaohei!! faints.

*some random thots
dere is actu a bigg diff to d extent hw some pple will go all out to help do tings for u.
it reallie makes me wonder hw true d tings dat r bein said. contrast btwn wad is said n done..
sme tings doesnt hae to be said bt done instd. actions speak louder den words rite.. talk is all bt empty which has no meanin at all. oh wells..
MOODY!

i need to catch up on all d sleep!

i m so mad at myself!!
i m so stupid la sent an email to my entire class instd of its intended receiptent. super embarrassin mans. dunoe wad happened. thot i had entered in a specific email add? shitss..

did it. done it. shldnt hae any regrets regardless of d outcome..
wad's impt nw is nt to hae any mre regrets abt anyting dat may turn out in d future. i MUST start studyin! startin to feel stress..
i m nt as smart as pple tink i m. i aint even as smart as i thot i was..

i hope to be strong. i wan to be d strong ger dat everyone tinks i m.. bt sometimes i reallie question myself. m i reallie as strong as i wan to believe myself to be?!

sudden outburst jus nw. shocked at myself too. needa pick myself up n everyting will be over in a blink of eye. well at least i m still loved.. thnks pple =))

-Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain-

my accting proj grp mates jus left..
worked on d report since 10 till nw which is like 3plus am into d nite/dae?! seem to be gettin nowhere..

aniwae HAPPIE BDAE my fav freshie!
had 2 bdae celebrations for kasim jus nw.. a dinner date wif walas n a mini bdae celebration at hall wif roomie me meng n her..

jus got dis sudden urge to talk to u. bt u aint ard.. sigh. sudden urge of loneliness..

lunch was at coffee club at taka.
her yummy banana caramel cheesecake!

me wif my peach smoothie n burger!

us together!! pwetties

d dinner feast we had at dian xiao er

my family!! *beams

oya delicious donuts n frozen yogurt for desserts!a early celebration on sat for my sis who will be spendin her bdae, which is nxt thurs, in taiwan. got a 2 jackets one for her bdae pressie n one for myself! hees. wallet for my bro's bdae pressie too. proud of myself for gettin their gifts done. lol.

sun was a dae of k wif sis n bro. realliee enjoyed myself cos i haent sang in qt awhile. n i had a new discovery.. my bro has a good voice. shall post his video up soon!

so dere u go, my family-filled wkend free frm work n everyting else! so happies =)) *beams. i am feelin loved for d 1st time since qt a long while.. yings is one happie ger. lala

d wk was a busy one. so many tings to do n an accts proj to rush..

sick in sch for d whole wk too. horrible feelin. hw i miss bein home where i can be showered all d love n care frm my parents.. gees.


aniwae HAPPIE BDAE roomie! hope u had a great dae. dun worrie all d gloomy daes will blow over soon =)) loves


n tink i m reallie gettin hooked onto shoppin. shits.


*random thots..

i sometimes wonder why it is so diff to be happie.. why cant tings be pure n innocent. why cant i jus be admist simple happiness. is it so hard to achieve dis small wish of mine. why cant pple jus be sincere in wad dey do n nt harbour any evil intentions?! it apears that d older we get, d mre troubles we will hae, makin even d easiest ting seems so unattainable. i m jus so tired of everyting..

stop tellin me dat i m a smart ger n i shld and will noe wad to do. i m stupid n stone n hae no idea wad u r talkin abt! quit imposin ur thots on me n expect me to follow suit. i m tired of livin under pple's expectations, pple's demeanin eyes n doin wad is deemed d rite ting..

aniwae saw someting dat totally appalled me on d train on my way back home. it's bad enuf nt to gif up ur seat to an elderly bt to tink dat dis lady actu chiong-ed n snatched seat frm an old lady!! she practically ran n grabbed d seat even haein d cheeks to make stupid faces at d old lady. wad a disgrace. to tink she cld still feel comfy in her seat wif all d glares ard her. reallie cant understand pple dese daes.. basic courtesy? where did all d courtesy campaigns n stuff end up?!

-blank. void. emptiness -
entangled in dis web of so many issues & pple unknowingly, unwillingly. dere jus seems no escape for me. at a complete lost of wad to do wad not to do or how to feel.

alwaies wonder why tings turn out to be d way dey r. is it d pple envt me myself or simply a combination of all at a certain time, certain place.. find e frequent questionin of myself scary. livin in self doubt.. dis shldnt be d case rite. wadeva it may be, i shld at least be comfortable in who i m n doin wad i believe in. sad to sae bt i m slowly losin myself.. dere's nowhere to turn to to find solitude and comfort for d soul.. no one seems to be able to understand anyting. onlookers r so wrong mans. given a chance dey will nv wan to be in my situation..

why cant everyting jus stop. why cant we return to our childhood times where tings were much more innocent and pure? e adult world is full of schemes n traps bt all of us r pushed into it heain left wif no choice.. is it possible for us to tink simply, acceptin wad comes as genuine w/o haein to doubt anyting dat comes along wif d action? impossible i shld sae. dere's alwaies trouble wheneva dere is pple ard. inevitable fact of life.

all tings happen for a reason. i hope tings will clear soon n i will be able to see why dey happen. may d sun shine thru all dose dark clouds hoverin above my head at d present moment real soon.

many frens dere may be bt who r those who will stay to shelter u from d bad weather dat come? mre frequent den nv, pple r only dere to share ur happie moments only. dere lies at least some comfort in noein dat dere r pple out dere who sincerely care(i hope) n it reallie touches my heart to noe dat somewhere in d sea of pple, dere is one or two for me to lean on at all times.

one of a hectic wk..
dere was so many tings to be done and completed on top of all d complications dat jus keep comin my way. wad wif 2 law assignments due, a ppt dat i totally screwed up (sorrie proj mates) and a quiz dat i didnt reallie studee (barely passed as a result bt who do i hafta blame bt myself..)

resorted to retail therapy to cheer myself up once mre.

drained of emotions.
need to get myself back on track. no time to waste on those annoyin stuff dat keep ringin at d back of my head. conc n stae focus!