i'm high todae. hahas.

had council elections first ting in d mornin. noe of it only when i reach sch. shldnt hae dragged myself outta bed so early todae. n we cldnt zao cos june tan was like tellin lings n stuff. ok bt lucky we didnt. cos dere was qt an entertainin performance. dere was dis guy tat was qt funny. as in weird funny. he was singin switchfoot's dare u to move. he reminded me of william hung in terms of looks n singin. he was oblivious to all our laughin n d funniest ting is tat he seem to tink he rocks at singin. hahas. ok i shant be mean. oh lings taught us d banana song n shaydes was so amused by it. it's so awfully lame bt it is stuck in our heads. n we kept singin it to everyone. hees. we r mad!

aniwae my mum is biased. she is foreva puttin d blame on me wheneva my bro make mistakes. it is totally non of my business bt somehow or other... feel so indignant. wad's so great bout guys. why r dey alwaies favoured more? sigh. dunoe wad my mum is tinkin.

got back chem paper todae. jus passed. sigh. was slightly disappointed cos i studied d hardest for chem. oh wells nvm. aniwae slacked for cca. had to collect twigs n leaves for outdoor cookin. fortunately we didnt hafta run to botanic gardens agn as d sch was fallin some trees. felt sorta like a rag n bone man sortin thru d heaps of fallen trees. was qt sad for d trees thou. dey were so tall n nice n dey provided shade for us bt now dey r gone. it will take like maybe s few yr for dem to grow back agn?

happie tings to take note of. shaydes was formed too. shant tell u wad it stands for. hees. bt it consist of me fel bins lings n mon. n d softball ger team won 32-1 against jj. yay!

cld sleep in agn todae cos only hae a paper in d afternoon. reallie enjoyin life. dunoe how i'm goin get use to wakin up at 530 for sch agn. groans.

ok went town wif fel after d paper. lings n bins both had cca. got some stuff n i'm damn broke nw. somebody stop me frm spendin money! n we went for ice cream agn. enjoyed it bt i'm sure gonna put on weight. sigh. seriously needa lose some fats man. ok promise i shall stop bein so greedy.

someting sad. my bro was posted to tpjc. felt sorta guilty cos it was me n my sis who 'forced' him to put ny as 1st choice den mj. as a result he cant get back in mj. sigh. he is blamin us for it or more of like he sees my sis instd of me at fault. bt somehow i played a part in influencin his choice. his appeal back to mj was unsuccessful n he is stuck at tp nw. noe how horrible it is jus waitin for tat call. went thru tat last yr. ok dun wanna talk bout bad past. dunoe wad i can do to make it up to him. it's like 2 yrs. shall treat him nicer n hope he will grow to like tp life.

feel so happie todae. almost everyone hae sch bt i can afford to sleep in. i'm haein sucha great life. lalala. hees.

spent d mornin wif my parents at d temple. it was some god's burfdae n d temple was so crowded! dere were some ungracious pple who pushed me ard. argh. irrtatin. stayed on till 12plus as my dad had to help out wif some of d stuff. was supposed to meet bins fel n lings at bugis. knew i was goin to be late. was rushin like mad. didnt even get to comb my hair properly n stuff. sigh. bt guess wad. althou i was late for like 15mins bins n lings were even later. ok we r jus nt time keepers man. expected lings to be late bt bins.. ok. sorrie fel. she's alwaeis d poor ger who hafta wait for everyone else.

spent so much money todae. got qt some stuff. a new watch, earrings n a top. sorrie lings bout ur wallet n top. aniwae we had ice cream at swensen n gossiped mostly bout guys. wad else man. hahas.

feel sorta like a sch dropout or someting as everyone else were in sch uniform. nvm who cares. enjoyed my dae :)

yay i hae my fone back! thanks dear for collectin it for me :)

life's jus great after blocks. slightly borin bt oh wells enjoy slackin ard n doin nthg. how lovely life wld be if it's goin to continue like dis. no such luck thou.

happie gd fridae pple! hahas can get an extra dae of hols. *grins.

okies went to get my fone fixed todae. oh my town was so freakin crowded can. damn a lot of couples n families. n it's qt a sad ting cos i'm foneless now! groans. feelin qt empty w/o my fone. bt it has been gifin me a hell lot of prob. motorola fone sux lor or maybe it's jus me. sigh. got a hair cut. sarah too. didnt expect it to be so short. actu it's not tat short i guess bt... oh wells. d fringe is irritatin me too. tink i look funny. nvm happie ting tat happened todae. talked to sarah frm ard 5. went to d park near our place n we jus sat down n talked. wah time flies man. we jus talked abt anyting n everyting. den my sis called her fone (i'm foneless rmber?) n asked if i was goin back for dinner. only realised tat it was alr 7plus! so fast can. we still hae got so much to talk abt! she's so busy trng nowadaes for her season tat we hardly hae time to talk let alone meet up. reallie cherish d 2plus hr we had. even though we hardly contact nw, u'll alwaies hae a special place in my heart dear. tell me when ur comp is n i'll definitely go support ya. tc my fren.

okies. blocks r finally over. yay. slightly relieved bt we still hae 3 more exams to go till d end of d yr. groans. j2 life is qt sad...

ok nvm hope i'll do well for blocks thou.

all d lack of sleep n stuff sux. haein outbreak now. lookin awful! was muggin like hell can. didnt hae time to study finish for d papers. screwed up my chem spa sill a. AGN. sigh. went wif lins to mug together twice durin d hols. was qt happie to be spendin time wif her. drifted qt apart since we went jc althou we r both in hc. didnt get to meet up wif sarah thou. it is qt saddenin. miss her so much. bt guess she's busy trainin.. aniwae i'm so sick of studyin alr. dunoe how i'm gonna last till d end :(

went out wif d class after d paper. was sorta d last paper if physic spa is nt counted. d s7 still hae got bio on mon. poor pple. in d end d class outin ended up bein a clique outin. only d 4 of us plus charm watched hitch at cine while d others went lido to watch ms congenality 2. didnt even hae lunch together. it was qt sad lor. cos last yr after d last paper all of us wld jus watch d same show bt now we r qt separated in a way.

aniwae d 4 of us took neoprints n bought d same earin. abit cheap thrill lor. bt oh wells. tat's us. hahas.

hitch was nice. had a gd laugh n cried too. it's so sweet n touchin! bins was sittin besides me n we had sucha gd time laughin n stuff. she is darn funny la. hahas. reallie enjoyed myself watchin dis no brain movie :) it's a date movie. chich flick. a sophisticated romantic comedy. all bout love n teachin guys how to "behave" n stuff. tink all those who haent watch shld go ctach it over d weekends. peronally tink tat hitch is always right when it comes to romance except for his own.

Memorable Quotes from Hitch
Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away.
May you never lie, steal, cheat or drink. But if you must lie, lie in each other's arms. If you must steal, steal a kiss. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink with your friends.
Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise. You just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down; why in the HELL did I jump? But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you.
so SWEET & TOUCHING!!!

after tat me bins fel n hwee went ps swensen eat ice cream. accompanied bins to spotlight to buy material for her bag too. we were like talkin for an hr plus in swensen. qt interestin. discussed bout hitch n bgr n our ideal guys. hahas. conclusion: we will nv get our ideal as bf. it's not only us choosing, other pple oso choose us. in d end we will alwaies settle for someone less. so sad. guys sometimes abit slow wan lor. we were so scared of bein left on d shelf yea. hahas. dears be optimistic. it wun happen to us! tink tat growin up will be fun. bins n fel, mux rmber invite me to ur weddings as promised. *winks

okies todae is d last dae of sch bt it doesnt feel like it. dunoe why oso. sigh. rmber tat i used to feel very happie everytime when hols r goin to start... dis hols is so short n we will be haein blocks right after. n noe wad. i haent even hit d books yet. suxy! dere's so much to cover n so many tings i dun understand. plus my hols will be half gone :( no time to study. vnr is like goin to take up 3daes, hafta go back sch for make up on thurs so i'll only be left wif like 3daes to study! tml n sun will be gone cos i'll be goin out. die. no time! alot of my close frens r gettin stressed up too. sigh. nvm. we'll jiayou together n hopefully all of us will get thru :)

oh my bein sick is sure bad man. sucha suxy feelin. aniwae realised tat bins n fel are sick too. maybe it's d weather. sigh.

bt todae was qt fun. we had water parade den were runnin out to d washroom when lecture ended. hees. we decided tat drinkin water was gd for us! n todae was a half dae! althou we had to stay back 2hrs for chem make up we still ended much earlier den we usually did as mondae is our long dae. oh yar n on top of tat, maths s was cancelled! yay.

was supposed to go for talentime todae bt cldnt cos my dad's flight was postponed to todae's evenin n we are goin to pick him up. sigh. thought talentime wld be qt nice bt oh wells didnt hae a choice.

down wif flu n slight fever. groans. it is like real suxy man. my whole body hurts! hope to get well soon..

had dinner wif my family. happie! it was qt some time since we last sat together for a proper dinner. my dad compromised wif us as to where to eat. it was qt sweet of him. grins. n my mum was qt nice to my dad too althou dey quarrelled over some minor matters earlier on in d dae. glad to see tat their relationship is improvin.

bt it was qt sad cos was smsin kenneth todae. he called at nite n we talked for awhile. he is like real disappointed wif his results. he kept saein he is stupid n stuff. please stop lookin down on ursefl! he is reallie a nice guy, snr n frenx. u r GREAT! it reallie hurts to see him like tat. sigh. realised tat chuanfeng didnt exactly do well too judgin frm his smses. :(

hope tat all those affected by d a's results will be able to get over it soon.

todae was qt a tirin dae n hectic dae.

was supposed to hae dance for pe bt ms chen wasn ard. we played basketball instead n i got hit by d ball on d nose. wah damn pain den bruised somemore. sigh.

a's was released todae. some did well bt others nt so. nxt yr will be our turn. it's like kinda fast cos o's was like jus over. sigh. hope our class will do well n like lin's snr class, all of us will get 4 a's. talked to my mum n sis tat nite. n decided tat i'll be satisfied wif 2 a n 2 b. yups. oso decided tat i'm nt ready for overseas life. guess i wun be goin oversea to study in d end. yup. talked to some of my snrs. some were reallie qt disappointed wif their results. was reallie worried for kenneth. he refused to talk to us n even d snr class didnt noe how he did. he jus told me tat he was disappointed. i reallie wanted to be dere for him like he was for me last yr when i was reallie down. sigh. reallie hope he'll cheer up n dun tink so much...

slacked for cca agn like on wed. qt a waste of time lor. like everydae nthg much to do. jus sit dere talk n rot only. we were like gossippin n stuff. hees. washed chiam's car. goin to do car washin nxt fri to raise funds. hols 3 daes taken up by vnr for some stupid stuff. how am i goin to study lor. haent even started studyin. damn alot of tings to cover. hope i will be able to do alright for blocks n nt forced into droppin s. shld n mux reallie wok hard.

stupid tiger made us stae back for chem make up agn. dunoe why bt jus feel tat she's wastin all our time. she's nt a very gd tcher aniwae. sigh. jus our luck.

rushed off after sch wif fel to town. acc her cut hair n got someting for my bro as a form of reward. yay~ happie tat he liked it. met qt a few pple too. was qt surprised cos didnt realllie expect to see dem out on a sch dae. qt nice cos it was qt some time since i spent time out wif fel.