dis is like hw true..
i'm so hatin my life nw..

i noe i shldnt be so pessimistic bt sometimes i jus cant help it. still haent gotten to d stage where my self pysho-in has worked. it's nt gd to keep tinkin bout wad ifs n keep comparin urself to others. we humans alwaies hae d tendency to look towards dose betta off den ourselves.
stop dwellin in self misery yings! i needa snap outta it fast n learn as much as i can on d job. since i hae no choice why nt make d most out of it? at least dere'll be someting valuable obtained out of dis n dat i guess will be one of d only few tings dat will make all my sacrifices worthwhile...

4th dae in a row n i'm still sick! super lazy to go consult a doc so it's dr ang to d rescue - self treatment. takin like several different type of medicine every nite, simply anyting n everyting i can get my hands on at home.. hees. perhaps dat's why i'm nt recoverin after sucha long time. my body is so weak nw i'm so unfit!! i needa find time to exercise mans.

supposed to meet my gers tonite bt am so tired. still hafta prepare for camp tmr. sorrie~ work is tirin n so mentally taxin. it's sappin all my energy away frm me.. actual responsibilities r given to me n i hafta be eva so careful nt to fault. goodness noe hw i'm gonna last 4yrs in kpmg. apparently as i hear frm d associates, it's difficult to stay even for 2yrs.. HELP!

no money. yings is seriously broke..
n social life no more..
my social circle is closin in on me at least for dis period.
no mood to go out.
i need mre rest!!

nbs trial camp tmr.. prayin hard i can survive..