i hae been so busy!! cldnt even find time to blog for qt some time. why is time runnin away frm me!! screams.

it seems as thou i no longer hae control over many tings in my life. dis is jus so desperatin... tryin to find back myself, my place in sch n everyting. dere is only so much i can do. i wan to do more for my closed one but there is jus so much i can do! haent even spoken to my parents for several wks. bins n fel came look for me ydae n i cldnt even join dem. i'm so sorrie for neglectin u all esp to shadyes n sarah. i'll find time i promise. but only suspect dat tings will get worse at d end of d mth when d telecommunication fair starts. hand ups, waves a white flag. can i jus surrender n gif up..

okie i shldnt complain n whine anymore, ltr pple sae i bimbotic agn.. lol.

sun.
x-physique! had qt alot of fun movin ard n takin fotos. ehs mine got standard wan kaes keep saein nt nice hor. nxt time u take urself la. bleahs. n d best part was i met wif fel! caught up qt abit wf her. beams

proj proj n mre proj.
accts report due nxt mon n we r nt settled yet. d past 2 meetings aint too effective or shld i sae ineffective at all. changed companies like twice n so many hiccups nw n dere. hope tings will look good when d whole report is out. *crosses finger n pray hard. biz law presentation nxt wk n we alr sepnt d whole dae on it. undone too duh rite. tort sucks mans..

wed.
rushed 2 proj discussions. sorrie synergy i had to leave early for accts n dental, cldnt be of much help. wasted 3hrs plus travellin to n fro jus to hae my stupid braces tightened. missed hrm n i heard dat dere's a quiz nxt wed agn. argh. sing n strum followed by mambo. last min ting la n it was d x-physique com who dragged me down lor bt i had fun. bad ting was i only survived on 2hrs of sleep for thurs..

thurs.
it was super bad luck can. i didnt save my biz law n accts proj preparation! had to redo everyting frm scratch. tell me how stupid can i get mans. dun even noe hw i can close without savin. i hate my own stupidness.. biz law d whole dae. yawns.
universe bbq. bonded qt abit to d pple n my co! lol. it was an enjoyable session i mux sae. bt kana ponded n my arm got scratched by the side of the pond. groans. n hor hall7 sucks. no water to bath! ended up at hall1. thnks co for pickin me up n for d toilet. paiseh wet d seat of ur van. hope u haent start regrettin for choosin me. lol. n ntu sucks. network down cant even research for my accts. uluified mans.
aniwae thnks kian n dian. it's ok i'm alrite. see la dun wan come save me lor. disappointed lehs. sobs

fri.
3hrs of sleep n up i'm. freezin to death n starvin at fal waitin for my grpmates to come. it has been like an hr n no sight of dem yet. like woww. tink we can jus die tog for accts mans. tired n wif a sore arm. some stunt pulled on me once agn. irritated like nobody buisness bt i noe dere's no pt in gettin mad. alr warned about dis kinda tings long before. thnk god no 2nd time!

hangin onto dat one fine line...