i am sucha fool. i dun understand why some pple are just so unappreciative. treat dem slightly nicer and dey take it for granted. wad am i mans. spare a thot for others, esp those who cares for u. sometimes it's jus very tiring.. to want to accomodate so many pple so many tings. u try ur best and tink u hae done wadeva is best for everyone.. boy was i so wrong. sometimes i reallie qn myself yings why are u d one who's alwaies puttin in d effort to keep tings goin. cant others try too? i noe we hafta gif n take in all r/s be it family frens bt it's reallie taxin to be the one who's alwaies tryin. my frens see me foreva happie go lucky, abit crazee n full of shit. i wan to bring happiness to d pple ard me and nt hae dem worried abt me n stuff even when i'm sad. nobody seems to understand me at all. i reallie reallie need a break and a shoulder to lean on... i hae no idea wad's wrong wif me. maybe i'm tinkin too much... maybe tings will be much betta after a nite slp. i sincerely pray dat it'll be so
