i'm feelin so tired.
tired of work n tuition, tired of everyting!
i need mre time to myself, wif my frens n family.
sometimes i dun even get enuf time to hae a proper rest.
dere r so many other tings tat i wanna do wif my time.
why r we only given 24 hrs a dae?
tuition hae reallie taken a toll on me.
d p4 ger is incorrigible n d pay is so freakin lil'. worse ting is tat d mum cheat me of d no of times i go. roars.
n d screwed up agency is horrible. dey told me tat d j2 kid is a ger bt strange ting on my first lesson is tat it's actualli a guy! wow u mean one can change sex overnite? technology is SO amazin man.
jus wonderin bout life.
it's so fragile.
saw my uncle at changi general hospital. n to tell u d truth i was scared. he was d fittest n everyting amg all my uncles. yet nw.. appearances can be deceivin. i'm very disturbed to see him dis way n we dun even noe wad's wrong wif his body. he looks restless n needs stabilizers everydae. everyone of us is so worried for him. my grandma my mum n aunts cried upteen times over his conditions.
saw some other patients. oh god i dun wanna imagine wad will happen to me when i grow old n am down wif all d illnesses. wif age, our health will go downhill. i do nt wish to be a burden to my love ones..
haein a spinnin headache.
lookin fwd to when i can take FULL control of my time.
bins, hk n china awaits us =))
n i'll be prayin for my uncle's recovery.
