i'm both pissed and upset! nw dat i hae agreed to stay in d company till july thru word of mouth, dey r switchin me to another department!! d reason why i'm stayin is becos my direct supervisor who is oso d director is qt nice to me. she tries to include me in d company's stuff n oso brought me out to dinner on several occasion. d recent one was at M Hotel. it was sorta like a department dinner wif judy n lynette along =)) dinin wif her is alwaies a fun experience. we get to enjoy high class jap cuisine n in addition, special treatment frm d resturant cos she's vip dere. hees. she's like some sorta a mum to me. sigh bt nw i hafta be stuck wif someone whom i hae some kinda clash wif. argh! sucky n irritain guy. shits. dunoe hw i'll survive d rest of my time here. hope he wun make tings difficult for me man.

when d director talked to me earlier on dis morn abt d change, we both cried. i was sad to hafta leave her charge n she was sad too to see me go. argh! she tried to keep me bt it was her word against dat irritatin guy n d tokyo ceo word. oh wells, nthg much we can do bout it. aniwae it was freakin embarrassin la. i'm like some kinda immature ger. bleahs. oya n i had a talk wif d ceo frm head office tokyo too. he asked to meet me. so scary mans. on his dis visit he didnt even see all d staff here let alone me a small puny part timer!! he said dat i cld tell him anyting i wish bt i was wary. didnt noe if i was REALLIE able to speak to him bout everyting in d office. decided against it in d end. opps. missed it n i guess no mre opportunties for me to tell on dat stupid guy alr. nvm none of my prob aniwae.

michael n akao-san r guilty towards me for d change. dey kept apologizin. bt i understand it's nt their fault. dey did try to keep me under dem thou it was of no use. well dey r nice pple n i'll continue to be on gd terms wif dem regardles sof which dept i'm under

*GROANS. d workin world suck. i dunoe wanna be involved in anyting. freaks. i wish to be back in sch nw!