i love my gers~

lonely vdae at work
ended up haein seafood at ecp
long story
oh wells

make up date wif bins n fel todae. freakin fun!! we acted like bimbs n everyting bt i enjoyed myself throughly. haent hae so much fun in sucha long time. shall post all d pics up soon =) n d funniest ting was a foreigner thought we were japs. wad a joke man.

miss all d times in sch esp wif ahsoh gang like crazee!!

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some random thots

mayday hae a song tat goes someting like dis:
tian shang de xin xin siao de shang de ren
wei he bu nei dong bu nei dong de zi zu

humans r greedy. gif dem someting n dey'll ask for more. it is inherent. sometimes we reallie shldnt be bt be contented wif wad we hae. however dere r times when we shld tink twice. shld we be happie n satifised wif d status quo? if so we'll be stuck dere foreva like a frog in a well. no progess at all. it's like in a company. contented wif d salary envt... one is afraid of changes n do not dare to take risk. result: stuck at d same position for d longest time possible. no promotion, not much raise in salary. worth it? nah i dun tink so. by d time u finally discover tat u'll alr be in ur mid 30s n hae wasted much time at a place where u cant realise ur potentials.

dere r times when we shld take risks. it may be for d betta or for d worse. bt at least u wld hae tried. it's pointless to keep ponderin over someting bt fear is holdin u back. sorta like all talk bt no action. wadeva d result turns out to be u wun hae as much regrets as if u refuse to even gif it a try. sure enuf as we humans alwaies do we'll sae wad if we didnt do tat if d outcome of d decision made turns out to be unsatifactory bt one can nv hae everyting goin his way all his life rite.

i'm no decision maker. easily waivered by other's opinion. impt decisions in my whole life up to dis point hasnt reallie been made by myself. believe tat i'm old enuf to do so. gonna let others take control of my life no more. their opinion r valuable bt d final decision lies wif me. wanna live life d wae i wan it. dun wanna keep haein regrets over wad i shld hae done or wad i shldnt