Wednesday, July 27, 2005
FU*K! slightly regret wad i did...
am in a state of confusion nw.
why do adults alwaeis like to sae tings tat frighten us. do dey reallie mean wad dey sae?
dis is one of d few times i saw him flare up. he was real ANGRY. he even said he will walk out on d family one dae leavin no one to fend for their living. n she too often sae she will walk out on d family one dae. theri relationship r on d rocks. dey complain n bitch bout each other frequently. worse still e children r nt sensible enuf to tink!
ASSHOLES! d parents r stayin together maybe cos of e kids bt d kids r definitely nt helpin matters. dey do tings tat make d parents feel tat dere is no longer any point in holdin on.
GROW UP PPLE! it's time to see d seriousness of d matter. it's no joke. adults will do wad dey sae.
GOD HELP! i need a miracle...
Saturday, July 23, 2005
z pop concert was a failure. qt a disappointment la. it was as thou watchin tv on a bigger screen tat's all. no atmosphere n stuff. thnx god i didnt hafta pay for d tix man. a total waste of my time. bleahs. n my food was stolen! not supposed to bring dem into d place so had to leave dem outside. u thief! so cheapo la even hae to resort to stealin my food. was starvin can. left d concert halfway cos i was reallie bored to tears. met my family for seafood! had a real feast. satisifed =)
Friday, July 22, 2005
skipped pe to go down watch canoe todae. was qt shocked tat mario actu gave us permission to do so. talked to darl sarah at macritchie d whole time. wheeee. felt qt nice to see her n stuff. thou felt tat we were nt as close as before n tat i'm nt as impt to her nw qt saddenin. =(
both canoe guys n gers emerged second. d guys jus miss by 2 pts la. so wasted lor. sigh. bt am sure u all did ur best. 3 cheers!
was wif manling for d scholarship talk. nice spendin time wif ya dear. haent been doin tat for soooooooo long. miss talkin to u. mux catch up more often kaes.
many pple walk into ur life. n phoof b4 u noe it dey r outta dere. cherish d times u get to spend wif all those ard u for u nv noe when will be d nxt time u'll be seein dem n talkin to dem agn. it may be nv...
<br> shadyes!
<br>class gers in ethnic costumes! dun we look nice? hees
Thursday, July 21, 2005
racial harmony dae.
hahas dunoe wad's wif d class gers. suddenly all enthu we decided to wear ethnic costumes to commemorate dis special dae. *grins. started off wif some hiccups. some pple didnt wan to wear n stuff bt in d end everyting turned out well n guessed everyone sorta enjoyed d dae =)
ok wearin a sari is reallie rather troublesome. we took qt some time to get changed n ended up a period late for econs lect. bt d class guys were nice enuf to help us bring our bags in. sneaked into lt by d back door bt stupid siva mux make us go all d way down to d front where our class was supposed to be. ermm embarrassin la d whole lt was like lookin at us.
hahas n guess wad all of us cldnt walk properly. had to take so small steps. we look like penguins tyin to walk! n mon looked so funny goin up d steps. i cant cross my legs like i alwaies do. bleahs. had to bear wif it n act feminine d whole dae. worse still we cant drink too much water for fear of haein to visit d washroom.(d thought of re-tiein d sari is enuf to put us off)
maybe cos hc has a predominantly chinese population, nt many don ethnic costumes. so tat's why d class gers seem a bit more extra. opps. in chem lect we were like d only few pple dressed up. oya n dickson reallie mux point at me n laugh outright la. so evil!
took lotsa pics n everyone look great! beams.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
dunoe wad i'm feelin recently. thought abit bout d past n memories jus started cumin back. noe i shldnt tink bout dem anymore. STOP IT yings! wad's over is over. no point cryin over spilt milk.
it fears me to jus tink tat prelims r less den a term away. time reallie flies man. too fast for my likin. i dun wan my jc life to end! i'll definitely miss my fren my class n everyting!
in d meantime everyone buck up k. dere isnt much time to play alr. bleahs. i shld oso stop slackin too. hae been skippin lect qt abit recently. nt a gd sign man. lings we shld pay attention kaes? no more ponnin hors. mux start doin sme serious muggin =(
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i hate U! why do u alwaies refuse to tell us anyting for fear of affectin us or wad i dunoe! pissed. can u stop seein us as babies bt as mature teenagers wif minds of our own? i do wan to share ur troubles wif u! dere is no need to hide frm us. do u realise tat pretendin or at else tryin to act as thou nthg is wrong is actu affectin us as much. face d music. stop puttin on a false front! nt dealin wif d prob doesnt mean it does nt exist!
please... stop torturin urself n us.sigh. fifth dae i'm sick. feelin horrible. stupid weather! makin everyone unwell. my whole family is sick nw can. frowns.
readin tuesdaes wif morrie nw. qt a gd book. learn bout life n death n dis kinda stuff. dunoe why fel doesnt like it.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
boohoo now it's my turn to fall sick. SUXY!
nose is all red. tink i hae dabbed dem for at least d hundredth time since morn. head throbbin. no appeitite. down wif flu n fever since ydae. throat hurtin like hell. cant talk properly. bleahs. feelin horrible =(
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
didnt realise d importance of a fone till ydae mans. am still fonelss. i wan my fone back!
met up wif d class ydae to celebrate charms n wq burfdae. n i was slightly late. sorrie pple. was prayin dat i wld be able to spot d class or someting. no such luck. actu wanted to jus tap dis random person n ask if i cld borrow d fone. was too embarrassed to do so. figured i wld look rather stupid.
had lunch at jack's place. some student meal or someting. had to wait till 130pm for d offer to start. caught war of d world after tat. it was rather disappointin. apart frm d fab effects n tom cruise d endin sux n dere was practically no storyline. d whole show was jus bout aliens invasion n pple escapin. after d show me fel lings n oliver walked ard far east for awhile before leavin for jnr class chalet at safra tanah merah while fel went home. yk n mz were late meetin us! reallie had to make us wait so long lor. bleahs.
d bbq was alright i guess. food wasnt tat great bt oh wells shldnt complain. hees. played mahjong n cards before we had pillow fight. was so tired after tat. hahas one gd ting is tat we gers dun get hit much :)
decided to go for a walk. n guess wad lings caught a snail! poor snail. it was jus tryin to cross d road. we sat at dis rocky area n enjoyed d land breeze. so many cockroaches runnin about can. ewww. slacked ard n sang songs! hahas qt fun even thou we kept singin off key.
back in d chalet rm we started talkin bout some random stuff. it was so fun listenin to d guys bitch. hees. in d end we gave up d rm to d jnrs who wanted to sleep n went playgrd. chatted awhile when all of us started driftin off to dreamland. it was so uncomfy n cold dere can. n dere was a hell lot of mosquito.
left at ard 10. had breakfast at bedok before headin for home. slept frm 1plus to 6. am sucha pig. was supposed to acc my mum to d sinseh bt... opps. sorrie mum. another dae k.
didnt join d class for steamboat. hae an appointment wif d hairdresser. ok gonna cut my hair nw. hope it turns out nice. crosses fingers.
Monday, July 04, 2005
lings n bernard r mad pple mans. received a call like at 8plus tellin me dat dey r on their way to my place to pick me up. met up wif dem n we made our way down to chomp chomp. only had dessert thou cos we were all afraid of puttin on weight. hees. chatted awhile n stuff.
it was an excitin nite cos bernard was qt a driver i must sae. ok first of all he didnt noe d way, lings wasnt tat great at readin d street directory n ok i aint dat great at gifin directions too(only told him to turn when we passed d exit. heys bt u cant blame me rite. i'm used to bein chauffeured ard!). so we reversed in weird places, drove onto a one way street, chuang red light... hahas. qt cheap thrill la. bleahs.
it's so cool to hae a car.
dad i wan my car nxt yr!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
<br> me n my prettie darlin :)
bt2 are finally over. away frm all d muggin. n dere is 5 daes of hols to look fwd to. yay! bt soon it will be back to d books agn. sad life man :(
dere are so many tings i wan to do nw.
shoppin.
a million n one tings tat i wan to get. sponsors pls anione. heestons of movies to catch.
initial d(ed is so cute!) a lot like love war of d world..catchin up wif all my close frens.
shadyes: rmber d bitchin sessions :) met my darlin todae after her trng. jus wandered ard in town. we ate so much can. bleahs she's out to make me fat! managed to catch up so much wif her. reminisced bout d past n gave each other an insight of our present life. miss ya! reallie enjoy spendin time together. jiayou for ur season k.
went to fix my fone agn. less den a yr n it has alr given me loads of prob! motorola sux. will hafta go w/o fone for bout a week. groans.
oh n lings after ur fat n ugly lips epioside i'm haein these tiny spots all over on my lips too! it hurts n i look awful. bleahs. dey betta recover soon.
haein durians nw. yummy. forget bout d carbo la!
cant believe tat d class took more den 3hrs to decide who were goin jnr class chalet n d plans for mon. n noe wad we only decided on d time to meet. where to go wad to do wad's for lunch arent settled. suspect we'll waste alot of time on these insignificant matters on mon agn. wad's new. we r a grp of indecisive pple.
feelin
fat n
ugly. horrible. hae been puttin on qt some weight recently. jus cant seem to stop my mouth frm eatin n my stomach frm feelin hungry. wad's wrong wif u! stop! feelin d urge to eat agn. shld slp soon and try to ignore d hunger.
i
NEED TO lose weight. n it betta be fast.
ok here r some fotos taken on d perak trip. nce scenaries lovely pple.... hees
